Throughout my entire adulthood, I’ve been struggling to find a connection with this world, this universe. I was raised Catholic and as a child, I believed in God and the Catholic teachings. As I got older I drifted away from Catholicism and began to doubt the existence of God. I suppose I look at the way people look at God to be a childish view. I don’t think God is a single entity that rules the world, punishes us for our sins, creates miracles on our behalf…..